I was the middle child and oldest girl in a family of five children. None of the choices were what I wanted for myself. In my religious beliefs, it was basically condemning myself either to a life lived alone (or marrying a guy and pretending) or to be damned forever if I decided to be with a woman. I had always wondered in the back of my mind if I was gay, but I didn’t allow myself to have those thoughts. The decision was hard, but so freeing! Courtesy of Rebecca and Rachel He was a really great guy! The only reason I could give him for the breakup was that it didn’t feel right. I said yes because that was what I was supposed to do-get married and have a family. I had dated him for several months, and he proposed. One of the challenges that she helped me through was breaking up with my fiancé. We talked a lot and supported each other through a lot of challenges. Her name was Rebecca, and we became fast friends.
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In my 4th year, a friend of my ‘best’ friend moved in with us. Luckily, I had some friends who helped me feel better, and I settled into college life. It was liberating, but I was also very homesick. My little brother became my buddy.įor college, I chose a conservative Christian college across the country. My youngest brother and sister were born when I was in middle school (6th and 8th grades), so I spent a lot of time taking care of them. Most of my good friends were girls I met at church. I had a few friends over the years, but I never really had any close school friends. I was in band and loved playing music and sports. I really had no interest in any of those things. Once I got into middle and high school, all the girls were into boys, celebrities, and makeup and hair. I did play with dolls and Barbies but preferred games that were more creative and involved problem-solving. I loved reading and art, but I also loved Legos and playing outside. As a child, I was creative and a bit of a tomboy. I was also very cautious and worried about getting hurt or doing anything unsafe. I’ve always been a perfectionist and like to be good at the things I do. I did not like to be the center of attention. Part of that was my introverted nature-I was extremely quiet and shy. Courtesy of Rebecca and RachelĪll growing up I felt different. I always tried to keep everyone around me happy and avoided conflict. I was an obedient daughter and a people pleaser. I always aspired to be a stay-at-home mom. I grew up in a very religious household where I was taught that my role as a woman was to get married to a man and have babies. I was born to loving parents in 1981-the oldest of their 6 children. After all, this was a non-traditional wedding, and so many stars had to align to bring us to this point! Kimberly Hibbard Photography Rachel’s Story
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We wore non-traditional dresses, didn’t carry flowers, and did not have a bridal party. This was the first same-sex wedding either of us, and probably most of our guests, had ever been to, and it was our own wedding. After all, we had been together for 18 years and wanted to be together for every second of this day that we had dreamt about for so long but never believed would actually happen for us. With the theme from Star Wars announcing our entrance, we walked down the aisle lined with blue mason jars filled with fairy lights holding each other’s hands. “Our wedding was held in a planetarium with stars projected onto the ceiling above us.